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I skip dinner everyday Only to hear ' you eat too much crap ' I throw up lunch every day Only to hear ' you're useless and fat ' I skip breakfast every day Only to hear ' i'll make your life a living hell, but you will eat right' Thank you for the love you cried promissing The care you fell on your knees swearing The attention you're so certain you give me. Thank you, daddy.

looking in the mirror i see what you can't see the repulsiveness surrounding me doesn't cost a fee yes it comes without a charge, but only with a price you think i don't make any sense, but listen, my advice you see it's been quite a time, since me and ana met i ditched her quite a while ago, and now her mind is set She's determined to leave me be, with her thought but not her strength, so now i'm stuck with a crowded mind and crowded stomach width and length so this is me giving in, saying dear i'm sorry please take me back, please take me in please take me with your starving sin

in the night you lie awake you know well its food you crave you rise and go down the stairs gorge yourself till your stomach tears so much food it physically hurts and then disgrace you feel like dirt back upstairs the bathroom calls once inside you lock the door this routine you know by heart kneeling down is the first part then the fingers down the throat the gagging starts you cough and choke up your neck that burning feeling it hurts so much so unappealing but this addiction the need, the urge you know its bad yet you still purge wiping tears from your eyes you cry and shake then you arise the word d